Monday, 17 March 2025

Taking a Break from Writing

I am tired. Tired of trying and failing again and again. I've given the book project so much, getting nothing but disappointments in return, and now I feel I can't bear a single failure anymore. So, even if it breaks my heart, I must set Braenduir Chronicles aside for now.

I am distancing myself from everything related to my books, including this blog. As it doesn't have any readers, it makes no difference, of course, but if someone has been visiting Aspenn Fantasy regularly, they should know that I'm not quitting blogging, only taking a break of an unrefined length. 

I considered removing The Heirs of Duty from sale, but as long as keeping it listed doesn't cost anything, why would I see the trouble? After all, I'm not ditching the series for good, only focusing on other things for a change. 

That's it. I've nothing else to say except have a lovely spring/autumn, and hold on to your dreams even if I don't have the strength to.

Thursday, 13 March 2025

Allowing the Night Audiobook Is Out

Allowing the Night, A Dark Fantasy Romance, by T. S. Winterway is now available as an audiobook! I am both proud and saddened to say it's available exclusively on Aspenn Fantasy Payhip store for $4.99 plus tax according to the regional regulations. 

We are also offering a package deal to people visiting this blog: $5.99 for both the E-Book ($3.49 bought alone) and audiobook ($4.99 bought alone), so CLICK-CLICK .

Allowing the Night has been reviewed by several LibraryThing users if you'd like to find out how others deem the story before purchasing. If you want my opinion, it's a lovely little book, an enchanting bedtime story for adults.


When it comes to the audio version of my book, I've buried the project. The Heirs of Duty is such a long book that converting it to audio, even with AI software, would be too expensive and time-consuming. If I could expect sales, I would take the gamble, but I've long since ceased to hope that I'd get back even a fraction of the resources I've invested in Braenduir Chronicles. 

Even though Smashwords' Read an E-Book Week was a success -a year ago, I would've been over the moon, imagining so many downloads must lead to a handful of reviews at least- I no longer nurture a silly hope that anything more would come out of it. I am still working on the series -a part of me just can't ditch the project, though I know it's nothing if not a waste of time- but whether Rues of the Heroes will ever be published remains to be seen. 

So much for whining, however. It's as useless in marketing a book as the feigned positivity. I hope from the heart that my friend's book gets more attention than mine.

 







Tuesday, 11 March 2025

Meet the Characters Pt 9

It's been a long time since I introduced a new character in Braenduir Chronicles. As I don't have anything else to say, I present you Dristjan Cattilsen, a young Hjelmen warrior mage belonging to the brotherhood of Sons of Stryader. 

Jan is one of the significant minor characters in The Heirs of Duty. Regardless, he snatches the main role in the life of one of the MCs, creating a lasting impact.

He is a reserved fellow who avoids talking about himself as far as possible. Yet, he has a heart of gold and all the makings of a great hero.





Tuesday, 4 March 2025

Ways to Reach Readers...

...that actually work


In my experience, reaching readers, not to mention getting reviews, is nigh impossible for a self-published author whose budget for advertising is non-existent, especially if their book doesn't appeal to Booktok and Bookstagram users. However, there are a couple of ways I've found effective. What's more, they don't cost a copper.

First, there is LibraryThing's Early Reviewer Program

You'll find out how it works by clicking the link (Worry not, I don't get any compensation for sharing it).

Submitting your book is completely free and as easy as breathing, and it is practically guaranteed to lead to at least a couple of reviews. So far, ER is the only channel through which I've received any feedback on my book.

If you are like me and don't have a vast circle of friends and relatives to read and review your book or are struggling to find reviewers for some other reason, this is a valid option.

Another way is to make your book free on Smashwords.

(Again, I gain nothing from this except the joy of helping a fellow writer who might find this post useful.)

I've done it a couple of times, and the number of downloads has surprised me. I made the book free on Amazon as well in the past, but regardless of advertising it on various platforms, I gained only a handful of downloads there. Instead, to reach dozens of readers on Smashwords, I haven't needed to market my book practically at all. 

It's not fair, of course, that we must give away countless hours of work for nothing except the possibility of getting it reviewed. Self-published E-Books aren't expensive, and the author gets only a thin slice of the price. Still, securing a sale is almost as likely as winning the lottery.

Be that as it may, in my case, there's nothing to lose. My book was never written for the masses, but finding the right audience has turned out even more difficult than I imagined. I can only hope that at least a few readers who download The Heirs of Duty during the Read an E-Book Week would belong to my target group. 

The campaign is valid until March 8th, so if you'd like to read The Heirs of Duty for free, click here.

As the theme of this post is to help fellow writers in whatever tiny way I can, I'll end it by giving a shout-out to a friend whose internet presence is even lesser than mine.

T. S. Winterway's Allowing the Night (a refreshed edition) is also available for free on Smashwords. If you enjoy romantic dark fantasy, this novella should be right up your alley. It is a lovely little standalone (Although the little birds have been chirping that the author is working on an independent sequel) that I would recommend for readers older than 16 years. 

Click here for your free copy, or read the blurb

Fear the dark. Don't go out at night. Keep to yourself.

Jaq lives by the rules until he meets Briar, and his life changes for good.


Jaq is a loner. He is completely happy with sharing his home with no one but his adopted dog and having as little to do as possible with the neighbors. Or so he thinks until he bumps into a grimling in the pouring rain. Whether he wanted it or not, the encounter in the murky woods changes his life forever.


When Briar sets out hunting with his clan mates on a rainy day, little does he know of how revolutionary consequences a simple act of goodwill can have. The nocturnal fays avoid contact with humans far as they can, but when it comes to choosing between saving a life or closing his eyes to evil, to Briar, the choice is clear.


But will anything good come out of the collision of the opposites? Is allowing the night to step over his threshold the biggest mistake Jaq has ever made, or could it result in something positive?

Allowing the Night is a character-based fae fantasy romance with a touch of darkness.


and then click for your free copy.



Happy readings!

P.S. Allowing the Night is coming out as an audiobook soon! I don't know yet on which other platforms it'll come available except Aspenn Fantasy Payhip Store, but I'll let you know as soon as I find out.




Friday, 14 February 2025

A Quick Reminder

that The Heirs of Duty E-Book is FREE for Valentine's Day! The offer expires tomorrow (2/15), so seize your opportunity now.

Also, the audio version of the first part of the book is available on YouTube. It's free and doesn't require subscribing.

EDIT // I have good news for Smashwords users: I'm participating in their Read an E-Book Week from March 2 to March 8 when The Heirs of Duty will be FREE!




Thursday, 30 January 2025

The Ending of Braenduir Chronicles

I finally know how the story ends. According to the rules of writing, I should've decided on the ending before I began to write, but at that point, I didn't know even how the first book would end. I still have millions of words to write and haven't decided on every plot twist on the way, but the road feels a little less rocky now that I know where it ends. 

I've also decided to convert The Heirs of Duty to an audiobook. I must do it a few chapters at a time and use AI-based software (unfortunately) due to my economic situation. I would love to hire a professional but I don't have thousands to spend on the book. The only resources I have to spare are time and enthusiasm. 

I don't know yet when the first audio files will come out, but I'll keep all you bots (Based on the stats, I suspect no human ever visits this blog.) informed. 

Tuesday, 28 January 2025

Pointless Rambling

This post isn't about anything in particular. I just feel like rambling. I've been neglecting this blog lately as I warned I'd do in the previous post. Partially, it's been intentional, partially because I've had nothing to say. I still don't have anything to say, really, except that I've returned to writing the second book.

Every time I sit down to write, I ask myself why I keep wasting my time on this project. And every time the answer is the same: because writing in itself makes me so happy. When I'm in Braenduir, I forget about all my fears, worries, and sorrows. Braenduir is my hiding place, my way to escape reality. 

Reading books would have the same effect but my eyesight has gotten so bad that I can scarcely read a page at a time. "Buy spectacles!" You might urge. I would if I could afford them. However, I can't buy anything except the utmost essentials at the moment. Microsoft recently announced that they're raising their prices and that €30 more for the Office package almost made me cry. 

If I had some money to spend, I would convert The Heirs of Duty to an audiobook. Would it change anything when it comes to the popularity of my work? No. If the readers found THoD interesting, they wouldn't skip it because it isn't available as an audiobook. I know as much, yet the fool within me keeps wondering what if? The realist knows better, however. Why would anyone pay to listen to my book when no one wants to read it even for free? 

Ah, well... I should just give up, shouldn't I? I tried and failed and it'd be high time to head towards new disappointments. Giving up on your dreams just is so damn hard! Writing fantasy books is all I've ever wanted to do for a living and... I don't know, maybe I should flip the coin? Heads, I keep struggling along this path that leads nowhere. Tails, I close the door to Braenduir for good and find another stone wall to bang my head.