A Slow Return to Books

I've taken up reading and writing again, although the engine coughs a bit. I intend to read more books this year than I did in 2025, including those that have been lying on my shelf for ages, unfinished. 

Finishing pending projects is my goal for 2026, so Rues of the Heroes is definitely going to be released, and The Heirs of Duty will return to market. While waiting for the books to come out, you may entertain yourself by checking out the Braenduir Chronicles' homepage, where you'll find free samples of both books and a blog providing additional material. If you're a fan of fantasy folklore, worldbuilding, character insights, and so on, you'll find Tales from Braenduir worth visiting. Both the books and the contents of the Tales from Braenduir blog are meant for adult fantasy readers, meaning they can contain explicit scenes that might upset underage or sensitive people.

Here's a snippet of the blog, so you get a hang of what kind of content to expect when you open Tales from Braenduir:

The fire crackled. Its warmth flooded over me, lulling me into a state of drowsiness where memories began to rise uninvited. Jan's face appeared in front of me, a rare expression of joy and relaxation upon it. His lips were moving, his hands drawing images in the air between us as he rehearsed a story about the famous Toren Eddesen, who seemed to be a fathomless source of anecdotes, some more plausible than others.

  "I've never heard this tale from Toren himself, though," Jan said, pausing. "So, I'm not sure whether I should spread it as its accuracy hasn't been confirmed."

  "I'm sorry," I said, realising that I'd been focusing on watching him rather than listening. "The story was about what–a princess and a three-legged hog. Did I get that right?"

When it comes to reading, I'm in the middle of The Bear and the Nightingale by Katherine Arden which I started months ago. Even though it seems to be yet one supposed-to-be-adult-fantasy-book while actually being young adult, I've enjoyed it so far. It reminds me of the Russian classics I binge-read as a teenager, only it's adorned with tons of folklore.

Happy New Year

Just a quick word to assure you that I haven't died, nor have I forgotten about this blog, even though it's been quiet for a while. I focused on other things than reading and writing in December, so I didn't have anything to post. I'll be back with the Short Book Reviews and updates on Braenduir Chronicles, though.

My goals for 2026 are to read more books, edit The Heirs of Duty, and finish Rues of the Heroes, with the intention of releasing both in the spring. The reason the process is slow is that I am working alone, doing everything from raw drafts to final touches myself. The only tool, besides the text editor program, I use is the free version of Grammarly to check the grammar. Everything else I do myself, every word is written by a human hand, and that takes time.

I hope 2026 has shown you a smiling face so far, and the positive vibe remains throughout the year. For me, the past couple of years were dark and wearisome, but I am cautiously optimistic that this year will become brighter and happier. 

Short Book Review // A Time of Courage by John Gwynne

I finished A Time of Courage, the third book in Of Blood and Bone trilogy by John Gwynne, around two weeks ago, and I've started writing the review three times over by now. The book is about the Banished Lands and the eternal war between the Ben-Elim and the Kadoshim, in which the mortal people of the world are involved, whether they willed it or not. For more information, visit the author's website.

I don't usually struggle to express my opinion on a book. A Time of Courage is an exception that fortifies the rule. To me, it is an okay book. It's little else than battle and bloodshed, which is what I expected after reading the first two books in the trilogy. 

This author is skilled in writing battle scenes and certainly knows how to keep the reader engaged, which makes A Time of Courage easy and quick to read, regardless of its length. However, it isn't for me. It could've been if not for the underlying young adult fantasy vibe that is present already in the second book and only fortifies in A Time of Courage, making it rather confusing a read, because, considering the amount of death and gore, I wouldn't necessarily recommend it to young adults. 

I've nothing against YA books in general. I read them and largely enjoy them. However, I would like to know whether the book/series is YA or YA friendly before I pick it up. OF Blood and Bone is presented as adult fantasy, which is why I started reading it in the first place. Adult fantasy that isn't focused on mere politics and/or world-building, or isn't complete (and as often as not, badly written) smut, isn't easy to find. So, I was happy to have discovered Of Blood and Bone, which seemed to be what I was looking for. Only, it isn't.

The first book in the trilogy, A Time of Dread, doesn't yet scream YA on all of its pages, and that encouraged me to read the second book. There, the young adult vibe is already strong, but as I had read two of the three, I decided to finish what I'd started. I kind of wish that I hadn't, because I wanted to give this trilogy a better review.

What makes A Time of Courage YA then? Firstly, the style in which everything except the battle scenes is written. It deals with adult themes, but lacks the depth I'd expect from an adult book, and the romance that sparks between two of the main characters is fully young adult. I wish the author had left it out entirely. It doesn't add anything to the story, only highlights that A Time of Courage tries to be a book that works for everyone between 13 and 100+ years. 

Then there are the characters. There are five main/narrator characters in A Time of Courage, and only one of them is older than 20 and has a little more life experience than the others. The rest are all around the same age, from 17 to 20 (according to my calculations, at least, as their ages aren't directly mentioned in the books). Basically, we have four coming-of-age plots - quite a bit more violent than they tend to be - and four characters who are more or less alike. I'm sorry to say this, but it's boring. It's also frustrating because there are many interesting figures among the minor characters who could've easily been made MCs to give the story different points of view, adding depth to it and making it more intriguing to adult readers.

All in all, A Time of Courage is an engaging read that won't let you down if you're looking for something action-heavy that brushes on serious themes but doesn't force you to contemplate them too deeply. But it's not adult fantasy. It's YA friendly at the very least, so if you're like me and need a different mindset for enjoying YA fantasy, prepare yourself. 

Short Book Review // A Time of Blood by John Gwynne

A Time of Blood is the second book of Of Blood and Bone trilogy by John Gwynne. In a nutshell, A Time of Blood is an action-packed work of dark/epic fantasy, set in the Banished Lands, where the eternal war between Ben-Elim, divine creatures come to flesh, and their demonic foes, the Kadoshim, rages, affecting everyone in the world. It is a multi-POV story, an individual voice given to a variety of characters, best suited for adult readers, I think, as it's fraught with violence. Although I don't know whether it's written as adult fantasy. It has a young adult fantasy vibe to it, which, together with the overall (grim)darkness of the book, is confusing. For more information about the book, visit the author's website.

A Time of Blood continues straight where the first book, A Time of Dread, ended. It introduces a new main character and, through her, presents the point of view of the adversary of those who stand for the Ben-Elim. That's something I didn't expect, as the first book was written solely from the POV of those standing against the Kadoshim, and is the main reason why I devoured the book despite the few flaws that otherwise might've made me give up on it.

Things I find off-putting in A Time of Blood are smallish, yet I found the first of them especially frustrating: repetition. There's a LOT of returning to the events in the first book and repeating the facts about the characters and their pasts. About two-thirds of the book is plagued by rehearsing the same things over and over again. It's the second book in a series, so a certain amount of reminding the reader about the key points and previous events is necessary, but in A Time of Blood, it reaches the point where it makes you wonder whether the author is repeating the past events merely to add bulk to the story. 

Another feature in the story that I don't like is a few too many miraculous escapes from impossible situations. If this type of fantasy was right up my alley, I probably wouldn't pay any attention to it, but I must admit that the trilogy isn't quite my horn of mead. It's a bit too action-heavy for me, and the writer side of me seethes with frustration at seeing how much richer and more multifaceted this series could be if the author had put down the sword and axe every now and then, giving more room to the other levels of the story. However, I enjoyed A Time of Blood, and I'm already a hundred pages in A Time of Courage, the last book in the trilogy.

The underlying theme that no one is purely good or evil, and even the most horrid of deeds are done because the person behind them believes they're acting for the greater good, speaks to me. It also happens to be one of the themes I focus on in my books, which is why it makes me hail Of Blood and Bone that much louder.

All in all, A Time of Blood is a good read. It kept me encaged from start to finish, even managed to make me feel slightly sick at times. If it were purely adult fantasy, not adult fantasy written so that it doesn't need to be age-restricted, I'd say it's a great book. 

 

Short Book Reviews // A Time of Dread by John Gwynne

The older I get, the more selective a reader I become. As a teenager, I read almost everything I could get my hands on, waded through every shelf in the local library, except the horror and mystery sections. I also had a principle to finish every book I've started. I forbade myself from picking up a new read before I'd finished the previous one. Although even that rule had an exception: I am yet to finish The Brothers Karamazov by Fjodor Dostojevski, which my friends gave me for my eighteenth birthday. Nowadays, I don't think twice about giving up on a book partway through if it doesn't seem right up my alley, though I try to read more than one or two chapters before doing so. 

I started A Time of Dread (Of Blood and Bone #1) by John Gwynne (for background information, check the author's website, as I still don't write summaries or copy+paste information that anyone can google themselves in three seconds) in the late summer and was about to give up on it before I finished the first chapter. Because I had done that to several books during the summer, I forced myself to keep reading, thinking that at this rate, I'll never finish another book in my life. The first ten or so chapters felt like trying to consume a cooled-down cup of coffee, merely because throwing it away is against my principles. I felt utterly detached from the world and characters, even though Gwynne puts up just the kind of fantasy setting I like best, and there is more than one main character to find your favourite among. 

At the beginning of September, I actually put A Time of Dread aside to read The Alchemist. Then my dog died, and reading anything at all was the last thing on my mind for a while. I returned to books about two weeks ago, finished The Alchemist and decided to give A Time of Dread another go. I gobbled down the remaining forty-plus chapters in three days and can't even begin to comprehend anymore what felt so off-putting about the book when I started it.

Quite a long way to say you shouldn't give up on a book only a few pages in, not even only a few chapters in, but read at least twenty percent of it before you do. It's not always worth the time, but sometimes patience is rewarded.

A Time of Dread certainly turned out worth the second chance I gave it. Though the level of gore is a tad too high for my liking in general, I enjoyed the story immensely. Gwynne's writing style is something that I needed some time to get used to, but it works very well for this type of fantasy that's heavy in action and battle scenes. The characters that I couldn't relate to at all on my first attempt to read this book became so dear to me that towards the end, I struggled to continue reading because I didn't want to see them get hurt. That's something that hasn't happened to me in a long time, not after I listened to The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller, which I very nearly didn't finish simply because I felt I couldn't bear the inevitable unhappy ending. 

To keep this short as the title promises, I am captivated by Gwynne's world and will definitely read the whole series, Of Blood and Bone, and probably give The Faithful and the Fallen a go as well. I am a person who picks up books at random, without doing much research beforehand, and it occurred to me only after I'd finished A Time of Dread that I might've been wise to start from The Faithful and the Fallen, as Of Blood and Bone is technically a sequel to it, although designed so that it can be read as a standalone series. 

If you enjoy multi-POV epic fantasy jampacked with suspense and bloodshed, A Time of Dread is for you. The pool of blood is deep, the island of mauled bodies in the middle is high, so if you're sensitive to gore (as I was back in the day before watching The Game of Thrones, after which any amount of violence in fiction hasn't affected me), you might want to keep a bucket within arm's reach while reading it. Sounds like I'm joking, but I'm actually (all but) serious, because the scenes that include violence are so well written that I could smell the stench of death and fouler things. It's not all blood and spilt guts, though. There are quiet moments, too, and deep bonds between the characters, interesting and adorable creatures (I love the talking crows of Dun Seren, though usually I find talking animals in what I deem as adult fantasy off-putting), and a world that unfurls as the story progresses. Also, even as it's an epic fantasy, A Time of Dread isn't overly political, nor does it contain info dumps. Definitely a book worth adding to your to-be-read list.

What is it with these middle-aged, bearded men that they're so damn good at writing fantasy? And why, oh, why can't I be a middle-aged, bearded man, because if I were, perhaps my book would have a few readers, too. 

Short Book Reviews // The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho

The Alchemist isn't a fantasy book, but it's the latest book I've read. I picked it up as a quick in-between read because I've always thought I should read something from Paulo Coelho, and Google recommended it when I asked for "the best self-help book when you feel like nothing's working out for you" (or something like that; I don't remember the exact wording of my search anymore).

I set a goal to read this book during September, but I didn't quite achieve that. I finished it yesterday and have somewhat mixed feelings about it. 

If I reviewed The Alchemist purely as a fiction book, I'd say it's a nice little story, easy to read, and as easy to forget. It's a story about the boy who chases his Personal Legend, following omens through the desert. He meets many people and learns a lot along the way. All in all, a cute story that would serve well someone who's only at the beginning of their reading journey, as it is short-ish and doesn't require much of the reader. It also served me well in the situation I am in, struggling with grief and guilt and the overall feeling of being an utter failure. If there's any book I could finish at the moment, it's The Alchemist.

However, I chose to read The Alchemist as a self-help book in a situation that feels hopeless. It turned out that I'm much like the Boy; I, too, chase my Personal Legend. Only, the Universe definitely doesn't conspire in my favour. (If nothing else, at least now I know where all that talk comes from...) Oftentimes, it feels that the Universe does the exact opposite, trying its hardest to prevent me from achieving my dream. 

That, of course, isn't true. I know, and The Alchemist confirms, that all the Universe does is exist. The only one who can help a person achieve their Personal Legend is the person themselves, and they are also their biggest obstacle on their way to their treasure. 

"There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure."

That's very true, and I wouldn't have needed to read a book to figure it out. The Alchemist is full of the same kind of wisdom, stuff that is self-evident but often difficult to admit to oneself. It's easy to blame outside factors (one's parents, the society, the Universe...) when things don't go as intended. The harsh truth is, however, that in the end, the only one responsible for a person's success or failure is the person themselves. I knew that before I read The Alchemist, just as I knew that to achieve my dream, I must shake the thought that it's impossible to begin with and that I'll fail anyway, no matter what I do. Unfortunately, that's much easier said than done. 

So, in a nutshell, The Alchemist is a sweet little book that offers a lot of wisdom or lots of platitudes, depending on the reader. Unlike Google, I wouldn't recommend that you read it as a self-help book, but simply as a work of fiction. 

Why So Silent?

The blog's been quiet for a while. I haven't given up on it, but because I don't know when I'm returning to posting, I thought maybe I should drop a few lines to explain why I haven't been active here.

The main reason is that I lost my dog a couple of weeks ago. She was ten years old and my first very own dog. Her passing was quite sudden, and reading and reviewing books has been the last thing on my mind since then.

The other reason is that I've been working on the second book of Braenduir Chronicles. I'm still determined to publish Rues of the Heroes by the end of this year. 

That's it in a nutshell. I don't have anything more to say today except that spend as much time as you can with your loved ones, because you never know when the day comes that they're no longer here.